Yesterday I was having a tough day and was struggling with some interpersonal relationships. As my thoughts turned to Christ, I began to think about his life and wondered if he had gone through any of the same issues which I have been dealing with. Of course the answer is yes - he went through it all so that he could succor us.
However, I really began to ponder how he may have gone through some of my concerns. I was struck with the thought of Judas Iscariot. Christ knew that Judas would betray Him, and He knew that it had to be done. As Judas went to betray Him, Christ asked him to go quickly and get it done. What mental anguish must have been involved. I know as I've struggled with my personal feelings that the theory is always much easier to master rather than the action.
I grew yesterday in knowing that there is One who knows. He has been there and felt my pain and anguish, and He indeed loves me and knows how to succor me. What peace and joy I gain from such knowledge.
